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  • LET’S DO THIS THING

    LET’S DO THIS THING

    This is an eclectic forum for me to share my favorite memories of Tim, heal my heart, and create fun things. This
    blog is dedicated to Tim and keeping his legacy alive. He filled my life with so much love, laughter and tons of
    adventure. We were together 8 years, and married for 4.5 years.

    He was my whole heart. My whole life. But his love and zest for life definitely thrives within me. I am so lucky
    and blessed for this. I can’t put into words how much I miss him, but I realize he is on “his own” adventure and
    no longer suffering.

    As I move forward, this is my journey for creating a new life for myself. I’m not “letting go,” just forging ahead.
    That life is truly a gift, and to give it my fullest. To have fun. Really enjoy each day. And that my family and
    friends, not objects or things, have and always will be my true happiness.

    I hope this blog will inspire and empower you as well. Thank you for reading and sharing. God bless. ♥

    The above photo was taken last year during Tim’s birthday weekend. He wanted to get out of town and escape.
    Tim loved trees. After we settled into our hotel room, we both landed on the bed and just gazed at this view. We
    were deep in thought. I don’t know what he was thinking. I prayed for comfort and peace. That Tim would be
    free from health emergencies and avoid any health drama for this long weekend. Didn’t seem like a crazy wish,
    but considering Tim’s recent history, that prayer was huge. It was a great weekend. A bit of casino slot
    machines. Ordering room service. A nice view of trees. Spending quality time with my mate. And free from any
    hospital equipment. I’m so blessed for that memory. This was our last real vacation together. I wonder if TIm’s
    entrance to heaven looked like this. I hope it was like this or way better!